"El Elefante!"

"It was but a little that passed from them, but I found him whom my soul loveth: I held him, and would not let him go, until I had brought him into my mother's house, and into the chamber of her that conceived me." (S.O.S. 3:4)

  Oh, if only there were some way to take back or rewrite some of what we do and say; I can only look forward to that being the experience we get to experience in Heaven, when every tear is washed away and we are able to express our love for God without anything creepy in to distract our worship and freedom we are truly able to know, once and for all! Until then, there are some things that are going to be heavy burdens, those things we carry around and moan over, time and time again.
  As for this elephant thing, that which is very small, but oh so big; you can make of it what you will, but the way I see it, it is conceived in us somewhere along this journey; it is very small because it is very hard to find; it is very big, because it causes much destruction and hindrance in our lives. In the whole, or hole, whatever it is that you are aiming at, it is totally and completely a product of our old nature taking or making a nest within the new creature in Christ.
  Without getting too carried away, as I usually have a tendency to speak out of turn, let me remind any of you that do not know, Solomon was chosen by God! To be, or not to be, whatever he was, or was meant to be, God chose him to be; which included everything he was, the good, the bad, and the ugly! That might be hard for some to swallow, but be that at is may, swallow it and digest it, because it is what it is, a fact! Was he the greatest example of a king? No, but he was the greatest example of Solomon, the man that God appointed for such a time as that, to be that which he was, and all of that which God allowed him to be!
  This is how it works; because in this life, there is none that is worthy or born free from the curse; except One, the Son of God; born of a virgin; THE KING of all KINGS! I hope you believe that, because it is of major importance! If, for some reason it is a problem for you to conceive, then it is probably something that you need to deal with, like right away! You don't have much time to make up your mind!
  This is the kind of elephant we must deal with, because that little thing is, is really a pretty big thing! More to come; to that, I am sure: "Seek ye the LORD while he may be found, call ye upon him while he is near: Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the LORD, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon." (Isaiah 55:6-7) It is just a little thing, but it has a very big trunk, of junk...

"There will be trouble and calamity for everyone who keeps doing what is evil -for the Jew first and also the Gentile. But there will be glory and honor and peace from God for all who do good -for the Jew first and also the Gentile. For God does not show favoritism." (Romans 2:9-11) NLT