"But to call to remembrance the former days, in which, after ye were illuminated, ye endured a great fight of afflictions;" (Hebrews 10:32 KJV)
"A large crowd was following Jesus. He turned and said to them, "If you want to be my disciple, you must hate everyone else by comparison - your father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters - yes, even your own life. Otherwise, you cannot be my disciple. And if you do not carry your own cross and follow me, you cannot be my disciple."" (Luke 14:25-27 NLT)
If there is one thing that I have strived hard to do, it is not giving up on believing everything will be as it may, just as the Lord has promised me! Take my word for this, there has been times when I failed to be faithfully doing what I should; even times doing the things I should not; but no matter how much I messed up, there was always security in knowing how to get back home!
I have watched so many people that have given up; many of which I prayed for, that they would make a U-turn and turn back to the Lord. Some of those who seemed to be so strong, finding out that trials and tribulations do happen, they simply walk away from the Lord, forgetting what they were saved for!
When you forget why you are safe and secure, the trials we face can sometimes make us doubt what we were safe and secure from; that is something that can happen even to the strongest of us, if we take our eyes off of Jesus! Even John the Baptist ended up with doubt; as he was imprisoned and had his disciples go ask Jesus, "Are you the One, or do we look for another?" Yet, he knew who Jesus was, even before he was born!
Don't be surprised when you pure out everything to serve the Lord and then find yourself in a storm that seems to last forever! The storm will end; you will be safe and sound; He will get you to the other side, one way or another: Keep the faith and never give up...
"I don't mean to say that I have already achieved these things or that I have already reached perfection. But I press on to possess that perfection for which Christ Jesus first possessed me. No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it, but I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus is calling us." (Philippians 3:12-14 NLT)